So I suppose this should be about my life and whatnot...this will probably be the only blog that makes any sense, as I am planning on making this something quite like my journal; which makes so sense at all, has no order, rhyme, or reason.
I guess the first thing you should know about me is music. Yeah, music. I was going to put "i love" before music, but I feel much stronger than that. So instead, I shall identify my feelings as simply, "music." It's what I live for, what lives for me, and what lives inside me. So I suppose that this would lead the inevitable favorite band question...
My Chemical Romance. But then to me they're infinitely more than a band, so far beyond music and the mainstream. They have sacrficed their sanity and almost their lives again and again so that we can have a chance at surviving. They were the first to make it ok for me to be me. I stopped trying to be what others wanted, and I would like to say that they have saved my life, but i can't yet add the 'd' at the end of 'save.' It's an ongoing process that I don't believe will ever end.
What else do I live for? My favorite 4 people in the world: Tracy, Kiel, Miah, and Jessy.
God, Tracy, how do I even begin to sum you up? I suppose that the best way to help you understand me and Tracy would be to say that what I'm about to say he already knows. He is by far my favorite person on this earth. He's not just my foundation, he's the walls and ceiling too. Not only does he understand everything I say, he almost seems understand it before I even speak. And to make it better? I understand him. We could easily communicate using facial expressions and hand-gestures. He knows the most of anyone about my life, and I his.
Kiel, while he and I fight like married people who desperately need a divorce, he is still one of my best friends. I suppose the things still keeping us together would be the ease in which we can discuss our concerns for the future, and our pasts bind us.
Miah has an almost mystical, down to earth way of speaking. If that makes any sense at all. Probably not. Anyhow, he can easily calm me down and direct my focus where it should be. He was there for me when I most needed someone and there is no doubt in my mind that he saved my sanity if not my life.
Jessy. My lover for always. Haha. She and I have grown up beside eachother; literally. She's my next door neighbor. At times, we've grown apart but I know that we will always be there for eachother and be able to have our rare "girly moments."
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NOOOOOO! I take it back.